i love you so much, but i can’t deal with the insecurity. whenever i see you with her, i start to burn with jealousy. you say you’re just friends, but i see how you look at her. she was your first love. how can i compete with that? i see how you are together. i see how close you are. and it’s eating me alive. i’m sure that if you had the choice, you’d choose her over me any day. i just don’t measure up to her.