I have an unanswered message. Actually, not just one, the number has been growing these days. I am the proud yet hurt owner of an empty inbox. If I were to have a message I know it is just spam. I never check, I stopped having hope years ago. As friends left I knew it was futile to expect a message. After all I became just another second thought. In the furthest corners of the few people minds, I reign there. But sometimes I manage to have a few seconds of glory and I receive a message. I answer back, immediately with excitement. I wait and I wait and I wait. As months pass I know, it will always remain another unanswered message.