You might think Im just playing around,
You might think Im just acting,
You might think Im just being an attention seeker.
You might think I am pathetic

But I am not really playing around here
I am just explornig and composing myself
I am not also acting because I only show my vulnerability when I feel so drown in darkness,
A feeling of uncertainties.
And I am not being an attention seeker.
I just wanted a time with you,
That's why I chose not to let you feel my unfathom feelings.
I don't want you think that I am pathetic.
Even if it hurts like hell,
I want you think that I am a strong and independent woman.