A thought without a body
A body without a mind
Can someone please tell me why
I’m a sitting here wasting my ******* time.
Tell me why I’m still here loving you
Tell me why I’m still here caring for you
When all of the time you never gave me anything back
It wasn’t the gifts I asked
I wanted a connection
I REAL human connection
Even though you knew my troubles
Even though I knew my past
I didn’t get anything back
I gave you my love
I gave you my time
But all you did was mess with my **** mind
And now I’m broken
I’m a mess
I’m afraid
That I won’t find my happiness
But not the type of afraid that’s makes me want to hide
The type of afraid that makes me want to run
Run away with my demons
Run away from my thoughts
Run away from all my problems
Just run away from it all
But I know this will all pass
And soon enough I’ll be sitting on a stack
With a pretty little crown placed upon my head
You were suppose to be here with me
Sitting here holding my hand
But not every good story ends with a happy ending
Our relationship is history
I’m finishing this book of ours with these words
I’m writing them down and taking a turn
For I’m the hero of my story, I decided how the rules go
I would say off with your head
But sadly I don’t stoop that low.