Living my life as a slave. This is all so petty, what’s with all the games? I just wish I could get out of this mess. It’s more intricate than it seems so I guess that’s why everyone leaves. It’s something I can’t even conceive. So why does it seem like it never ends? My life is falling apart and I can’t make amends. I just hope none of this ever happens again. There’s no hope for me because everything always feels pretend. So I guess this is it because there are too many deadly bends.