Don't want to be
Hurtfully hateful and angry
For the rest of my life
It's not the will of God
That anyone least of all me
Live in constant tumultuous strife
To hold on to painful experiences
I have allowed all my days
To not get free through
Prayerful praise
Don't want emotions
To control my day to day
Want to live in the promise
That forgiveness is as real as sin
And my life has purpose
I'm not just living in vain.