it feels very heavy
and depressing
i can't stop thinking about it
it's like a record player somehow got stuck in my head
and not its broken
replaying our song
over and over again
it's painful
knowing the weight
of my love for you
it's inevitable
having to carry it with me
along with the things you gave me
the letters
the clothes
the flowers
the love
it's
i don't know
we've made it so far
but i'll keep it in my heart and mind forever
every moment
every argument
every memory
i'll keep it
but will you?