If I can’t better myself then what can I do? Why do people have to be so blinded and misconstrued? I need to work on myself and let my life unfold. But they’re bitter as hell and they keep me trapped in a hell hole. So how do I get out of the clutches of the masquerade? I don’t know what to do because no matter what I try it gets worse by the day. I wish there were another way. But I can’t take this petty tragedy and I think I’m nearing the final page.