***

I felt the guilt
inside
my soul
for though it felt so bad
it felt so good
as well
my soul , my mind
festered , feverished
on the images that I
of pure heart and soul
demanded

lusted thoughts of
***
and a body
peak in prime
I turned
to games
to make you yearn
for me
as I do for you

I admit
submission
is the plan
that I
have made

it’s always
been there
to let myself
be used
by you
for ***

I may not be
of female body parts
but in my mind
so tender

I cannot deny
the wanting
of your proud spire
to tall
so proud
shiny , stiff and hard

I see
the way you look
at me
protruding
looking in my direction

I try to hide
the smile
that rides my lips
but fail
miserably

I may be
many things
but alas
a liar
“You cannot
level that at me”

“Yes I do “
I say
but then
of course
you know that don’t you
“Daddy”

I let you brush
the hair that
shapes my face
I let you
access
my eyes
the eyes of need
they say

I wait impatiently
for your
nakedness
the fleshiness

It is
time
no longer
do I fear
for bells ring
in my ears

and pleasure sings
in my mouth
I see you smile
pleased with me
and little jumps
fill my heart

and now I’m wanting
more and more
my knees
upon the floor
I feel so proud

I realise
that nothing
ever
tasted this good