Every day seems like a year
When you aren't around.
Every second my heart hurts more.

My mind tears itself apart
In its own confusion every time
My thoughts come back to it all.

I seem to go numb with each day
Each hour seems to take less time
As time goes by like a routine.

My heart aches for some reason
That I can't comprehend anymore
When I think about my past.

Every ****** day hurts as time passes
My present turns to the past.
The future turns to the present.

And still, nothing makes any more sense
Than it ever has in the past.
What am I supposed to do

I am lost in my own thoughts anymore
And I can't seem to get my self away
Back to my present. To where I Belong.