I want to wear white flowing dresses and crowns of flowers as I float through a beautiful meadow I want you to see me and sigh to yourself how ethereal I want to wear a black leather jacket and ripped jeans I want to ride around on a roaring motorcycle through the streets of a busy city I want to wear big glasses and Dutch braids sitting in a cofee shop reading a book of poetry or a classic novel I want you to glance at me through the dusty window and fall in love I want to wear messy buns and bright clothing and blue overalls forver stained with acylic paint I want my smile and chirpy voice to brighten someone's day but I am wearing blue flannel gazing out my classroom window messy hair chewed sleeves writing about the lives that could only belong to characters in a story