I saw you lying motionlessly on the hospital bed,
Why couldn't you have me there instead!
My heart spoke a thousand words that day,
Hoping it would make your pain go away.
How can my heart feel so hurt,
I feel like you left me stranded, in the dirt.
Something feels incomplete for me,
I'm heartbroken, you see.
Why did you suddenly have to go,
Yet suffered so much pain, much too slow.
Where did you go,
How will I know?
You were fine when I was there for you,
But when I left, it couldn't be true...
You will never know,
How much I've loved you so.
We didn't see each other much,
But we always kept in touch.
You will never understand,
I can't even even hold your hand.
I can't make your heart warmer today,
Because you disappeared in the mist of day.
I don't understand...
I will never understand...
But at least you are no longer in pain,
Yet I will never see you again.
You changed my life forever,
You were the sweetest grandma ever.
I feel the need to run,
Now that your pain is done.
I loved you more than anything from the start,
For you have been something really special,
Deep inside in my heart.

RIP Grandma <3