I scream At The top of my lungs No sound Comes out... Silent Curdling screams Is all I have, left now!
I wrestle I fight With All my physical might While Being forced down By The mighty strength Of Many men
The pungent smells Of dirt Sweat And grime Embed In my senses Their ghastly, hot breathes Making me Want to puke!
Their hands All over me, Violating me Constantly grabbing And Groping me While hollering And cheering Each other, on!
Someone, Punches me Someone, I cannot see A large, man’s hand Covers my mouth And nose Muffling, My soulful cries Terrorizing my insides
"I can’t breathe now!"
Many Heavy handed Blows follow I watch My scarlet red blood ‘Splatter’ Upon The snow white sheets That Surround me
My sacred blood spilled My salty tears Mixed With the stench Of men’s, body fluids
My body A raging torrent Of Pure hot fire! A living hell As The men continue Their wild frenzy Devouring Every morsel Left, Of My dignity!
My body Weak...and weary It is fighting For It’s God given right To live! My life Flashing before my eyes The sounds around me Beginning to fade... My eyes Glazing over My body Goes limp My body, betraying me!
In this moment I pray For this is not my will But Their own! “Please heavenly Father, Have mercy Upon their souls” “Please Forgive these men As I do, now, For They Will Never, take me away from you!"
Blackened tears of mascara Weave Their way down, Through the ****** crevasses Of My black & blued skin
My body used up A lifeless vessel Totally, numb! My innocence My dignity As a Woman Stripped away No one Can save me, now The worst is done!
I am bashed! I am beaten! I am worn! I am nothing No more!