milo and quantum physics but yet there is no equation for your emotional unavailability y equaling the x factor of vulnerability i’ve always hated the duality of math all the silent rules to remember i just want to be loved the way that i love without so many computations how do i know if silence + comfort equals pleasure or complacency? a limit on the questions i can ask in a day i just want to know everything do you like the way i **** on your *******? am i ever going to meet your family? are you going to love me forever? 2 standard deviations of what you mean when you say what you do am i enough for you and i just don’t know it yet? basic math skills at a deficit am i unable to put 2 and 2 together are there limits to us or do they not exist?