schizophrenia
a friend of mine
has quite a lot to say,
and all his words are already
set in my tongue


this is what he says to me
one day i'm going to **** you
where no one's going to see

ill **** you deeply
to cause the kind of hurt that
is impossible to the eyes
is silent to the ears
but profound to the mind

ill **** you silently
words will be dead to you
your death will imprison you
and all you can do is look out

ill **** you slowly
you will be shocked at the feeling
of time giving up on you
syrupy and pitiful

ill **** you my way
not an ounce of mercy out of this
your pain is invisible
and when its not
you'll be a monster
to everyone who sees it

ill **** you all your life
until you really die
i make no reservations
but i promise,
you won't make it