You over stayed your visit I invited you in with the promise of shelter and you took up residence At first i didn’t mind the company Someone who would listen to my rants Share meals with Hold in the comfort of a storm But a house needs the compliance of all residents It needs to be as equally cared for by each individual I maintained the foundation while you watched cracks in the ceiling form Only pointing them out to later disappear to your own confines I called in ever repair man asking for advice even bringing others in to help and you just stood in the doorway silent eyed and reserved Thats how these things happen I knew Silence became louder The drop of a plate would resonate throughout The life of the house seemed to disappear A mausoleum is what you left me in A trap made of marble once decorated so lively but darkened over the years
Now i stand in the house that we shared I see the outlines of picture frames Nostalgia clinging to the furniture I can feel memories but they are fuzzy from all the dust collected Your plants all died from neglect and so did a piece of me as well I am stuck with a heavy decision to find anything left salvageable and remain here working from the foundation or to up and burn this entire place down and start on a new site.
Looking back I can see that I am doing much better