4 AM in my room and I'm high again Always treading cautious society's a lions den Feelin' pain I'm just wishin that the **** would end No one listens so I'm crying on the internet Won't lie I dont know where I should go Got walls and a roof but this house ain’t home Rollin’ up dope I've been outta my zone I’m drownin' in issues I'm outta control Tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick Why is pain the only thing my brain can siphon I've been on a journey tryna find some enlightenment Why is death the only concept that gets me excited Should I stay or go that’s been on my mind Feel like you'll get bored of me I'll be a waste of time And thoughts of you leavin' been keepin me up at night So tell me that we're fine And that we'll be alright