Thinking about friends and foes and how to fight
And desperately how to sleep in the night
It has been a long time since I felt peace
I feel  overwhelmed with the urge to drop some tears
Thinking about the past, the present and the future
hearing the screams of complaints and lecture
Feeling remorse, regret and bad feelings
Seeing myself in a dream crying, begging and kneeling
And how I finished my day without any progress
Seeing the evolution of yesterday dreams digress
Seeing how I am still the same or even worse
It's like I'm being under a witch spell or curse
I'm done with all this ******* I just wanna sleep
I'm done with criticizing myself and feeling weak and cheap