once: in the way the light filters through the blinds.
twice: at sunrise, soft and gray and tired, fingertipped conversations. at sunset, languid and creaking, bones and skin and heavy eyelids.
three times: in cemeteries, reading between the lines of nervous laughter and laced fingers. in passenger seats, spinning tires while we spun out the sun with conversation. on empty pages, aching for a way to get rid of a yearβs worth of words.