I'm stuck between wanting you and wanting my sanity The sunshine surrounding my day only comes when you are next to me I'm trying to find balance but walk on shaky ground If love is faith Why is love also madness You look at me with eyes of gold and I melt down into my purest form Finding inner love is hard when all you really want is the warmth from the outside I'm not sure where I'm going I'm just happy I'm still trying Growing is endless If you stay I promise to show you the depths of the ocean And the vastness of the sky For I once lived in the dark but you are natural sunshine And with my pale skin and damaged heart I will soak up all you have to offer me Even if it means losing my sanity