I lie on the grass and listen to the silence that surrounds me. I immediately squint my eyes as I look up at the sky I take a deep breath and ask myself, What is the sun? I think it is just a ball of hydrogen and helium bound together by a strong gravitational pull A pull towards the light at the end of the tunnel A long breath held with the ability to suffocate and torture But still held together by a thin string of hope, Hope that the light will come soon
Or maybe it is just where everything began A look shared by two souls with A secret understanding, not known to the rest of the world
Maybe it is the shining light upon all of the darkness in the world A merciful and truthful gift that was given to us from nature The protective cloak of warmth, safety, comfort and certainty A chance to start a new chapter with nothing the armor of love A ruthless game unless played with nothing but honesty Of what seem to be the unvarnished truth But maybe is it more than it seems Maybe it is not a blanket of the warm and fuzzy feelings of love and trust Maybe it is what makes me so blind to the truth NaΓ―ve and easy to fool Maybe it is the pain from the revelation of that truth The sting of his touch The mark of his burn The ashes of a broken heart Scattered Along the beaten path And along the same beaten path, Another illumination of what was and what could have been Constantly reminded of the naked truth
I wish that I could comprehend the truth; the purpose of the light Understand the reason behind pain that surrounds the reality And the importance of the getting hurt and moving on
But because of the of truth, there is no longer an us Because if there was a beginning, This must be the end A release of the breath held in With the realization that Truth comes from the revelations of darkness. And excruciating pain comes from the revelation of the ugly truth.