Screaming with your sound turned all the way down. Standing in an inch of water when you drown. Sleeping upright during the middle of the day. Looking at the sun and only seeing grey. Hearing scary voices that are definitely not yours. Pretending you can vaporize to get through locked doors. Picking off the mites that are crawling beneath your skin. Bleeding to feel alive, when you stick yourself with pins. Wrestling with the demons that hide under your bed. Choking on the rhetoric that fills your empty head.