I fell back down the rabbit hole I’d come so far and numbed so much of the pain But when you called I didn’t even contemplate I ran to you and gave you everything A dimly lit hotel room is the place I went to die Because waking up next to you again had me on a high But then when checking out time came and back to your home you went, not mine Back to being ignored again That smile on your face lit this heart of mine And I sunk back in to the darkness i allow you to guide You said you loved me But it was all a lie to keep me broken Keep me holding on to you to keep me here alone to keep me from moving on from you the bitter words unspoken So back down the rabbit hole I fell and now I’m lying on the floor again completely broken