Let’s make this brief You were never mine to keep All tell you to look left as I skyrocket right All the way out of your sight I start missing you in the quiet night But not having you eases the fear of losing you Oh how I miss you but dare do I have you Tempted to be near you I forget nothing’s mine Dragging myself back in line Choosing protected and forever tormented I long to feel connected Subdued Arrested In my demented state of mind