**** man, life changes fast Look back 6 months, and what did I have? Mid August, hot as hell In love with a girl, and I couldn't tell That my life was soon to be on a collision course with death Wasting away until my last breath Driving around then, laughing all day Home at night now, carving away Living two lives, all at the same time Wake up in the morning, slap on a mask Its winter now, and nobody asks How I've been Hey Dan, do you need a friend? Well, I suppose they do But not in the way I can give a real answer to you Because I feel like a drag weighing down on your fun Since I'd give anything to stare down the barrel of a gun With a little click I could fade into the night And say goodbye to this torture that we call life