I must align what I want chemically with the musings of my prefrontal cortex

I must forget about my ex
Become a master of my context
I must be more than deeply vexed.

I must send my deepest color to the love that is around me

I must love this girl profoundly
I must not act like I'm drowning
I must hear the way I'm sounding.

I must break the shape of yoni and create a ******* wonder

I must pierce the clouds I'm under
I must break the air like thunder
I must be a ******* wonder