I can feel spring coming and my new notebook has flowers on it and today my line breaks are not like I remember that almost fall end of summer night sitting by the fountain on the steps feeling like a college kid again thinking this is how it ends this is how it begins and this is the chin and the shin bones scraping together and these are the eyes and those the ears and sprained ankles that I'll have for the rest of my life and I'm fine remembering old lips that night and that's all it is: memories and I'm fine I'm all right things are just different and I tried French toast the other day and it's all right, he's all right, I'll be fine Spring is coming and there's flowers on my notebook and then blooming outside soon I can smell the honeysuckle and the spring turning to summer nights and I'm all right, in the mornings He's all right I'll probably be fine