on the inside,
wishing, wanting, yearning,
to be on the outside with you.

he stares at me,
i turn to you,
you smile when you see.

i watch the surface,
seeing you and her.

i glance at you,
she imitates.

she is me.
every last bit of me.

she is the pieces
that i dropped
when i shattered.

she's everything i'm not,
anymore.
she my other half,
and i can't fix her.


xoxo