As I tossed you in your carboard coffin Pieces of you I loved too often Now shelves for dust and feelings softened By time and intrusion And lack of exclusion Of the wickedness in you
I marveled at each fragment laid to rest Photographs that caught you at your best The scent I breathed while on your chest Now I see your smile is lopsided And the cologne you once prided Yourself upon now reeks of decay
An imitation engagement ring A crass, tinfoil, pitiable thing Your last bid to try and cling To a disenchanted free ride Exhibit A to say you tried To be half of what I deserved
A love letter in invisible ink Clear for a moment till the words sink Like a stricken ship upon the brink So worn and frail from frequent view Shoddy proof that you loved me too A poor Exhibit B
Your faded tee I found comfort in When doubts crept in of where you'd been Now the costume of a man of tin There is no road for you to follow You have a heart, metal and hollow For you, there is no place called home
For someone who seemed so central This tiny box makes you seem incidental Perspective for the seemingly monumental You would fit nicely in the attic A burial I cannot find tragic I won't even need my black dress
Theres nothing worth embalming to preserve Two strips of tape and to the curb A resting place undisturbed Till the grave robbers haul you away You're no ones treasure, just trash today A garbage truck is a proper hearse