I don't know if it's just me, but when I dance I see the hunger in his eyes for this *** he can possibly smash for the night but for me the tease is a sweet feel to leave him with.
It's that kind of power I have over my playground.
Flirtatiously evil and I feel dam! good about it!
Stale and unaware of these disco lights but aware of my jittery black eyes.
Each blink is a click my camera takes.
Automatic controls allow my feet to follow the beat.
While the inner me plans a scheme spreading images leaving me to analyze.
"He's coming towards me! please! let his feet pass by me"
I shamefully look down but I'm not sure what I blanket over. I guess, all of me.
I hope it's a phase it never used to be this way back in my day.
Next click is a twist to my own fit. Banging! and slamming! brain cells.
"They are all fine" "dang! they're all fine"
Their eyes hungry for this big *** that I'm tired of.
I plead to myself, "just leave you fucken tease!"
Everything is too loud! with the banging sound!, this banging crowd! and this fucken! cloud blocking my own judgment.
It's a simple girls night out on the dance floor...
Anxiety and low self-esteem makes it feel like a hunting ground not like my playground.