if ever the salt in your soul becomes too much so grainy that it fills your veins and stills your happiness if it becomes so heavy that it fills your combat boots like the desert sands you will fight on and piles onto the floor when you open your mouth if it becomes so brackish that gin and whiskey will not drown out the voices of the demons in your stomach i will take your salt and toss it in the four directions of the earth i will give it back the dirt i will place it on the wings of crows and ravens to deliver it to the laughing sky to the sea which craves it to the cleansing fire i will give it to all these and place some of it in my own heart under my own tongue and in my own soul
this is for my cousin Johnny Parker who is in the army at the moment.