All those times I was at my best
To make you feel my sweet caress,
But I was not that filthy blessed
'Twas all a vague and cold **** mess.

My eyes were filled with spark of glee
A gleam that struck my very emotion,
An obscure and hopeless phantasm of thee
How it hurt me with that realization.

The cold and starry night stood still
As I gazed upon the dark, lonely sky,
A goner wishing that lovve's of no peril
Such a foolish heart's pathetic try.

The night went long, the rain won't stop
My gloomy days oozed with real mad wonder,
Enough of this misery, should I just drop?
'Cause this odd feeling just makes me somber.

I only want to taste the gaiety
That this bizarre thing often carry,
But I know that life's of no guarantee
I guess it's just my another frailty.

I think you're not for me to cherish
There's someone out there intended for you,
But take my word, my love won't perish
'Cause you're the only one in my life that's true.