I always want to find that someone
Who would care enough
To help me find
The long-lost
Me.

I never expected that as I was searching
I found you looking through my
Messy eyes with so much
Interest to know
How much
I’ve been
Hurt.

Things have changed since you came
And from then on, I’d love to
Be with you again despite
The loneliness I have
To feel every day
I look forward
To meet you
If there’d
Be any
Way.

But as I realized that fate won’t allow
Me to feel this happy feeling with
You for I still have something
To fix—that one thing I’ve
Left behind and so I felt
So bad as I told you
I’d no longer be
With you for
Very, very
Long.

Though it was my decision to leave the
Group I was once in, I never really
Liked the way it all happened,
When I needed to tell you
About it and you’re just
Like, yeah, and I’d be
Left thinking that
I chose to be
far from
You.

And now I miss you more than anyone else
Around me cause these people I am with
Makes me sick with their nonsense but
With you, it seems like every second
Will always make sense because
It’s you who still makes me
Feel this way despite the
Pain this feeling had
Given me by a
Person who
Did not
Care.

How I wish I had the chance to tell you
How much you meant to me while
We’re having our time together
But because we are worlds
Apart, I know I will no
Longer be able to
Tell you about
My feelings
So here,
Read.

Since the first day I met you
I never realized how it is
like to befriend a guy
but you’re different
cause you made
my each day
very, very
special.

In my gloominess, I met
You and now it’s you
That only matters.
How I wish you
Also Feel the
Same way
For me
Too.

Thanks for taking that
Special part in my
Life and I swear
I’ll never, ever
Forget you,
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