Less than inspired…
I am
That’s how things work for me
Just like before
Encumbered with nothingness
I knew I’d forever fight a losing battle
And things do happen just like that.
Well, no one cares, no one bothers
Unconsciously…
But you did
I never thought about you having to make me feel this way
I knew then that nothing lasts a lifetime
But I guess, it’s not really meant to be like the way it is in my head
I’d like to believe it wasn’t true.
You are not in my life, never were.
My every single day has to be ordinary.
But then,
I just could not feel anyone beside me
But you, your presence.
I never needed anyone
Just when I feel so alone
Fate has decided
I knew it from the start
I knew I have to realize
Yes.
We’re distant, of two different worlds.
You’re a star, I am nothing.
But these things are superficial!
Where there could not be any living hope
Wonders can still exist
Just when I thought I’d be forever alone
Someone like you has to come along
I always wanted to believe that
Now, I finally do.
But…
I never believed that I might be left hanging again, no!
…that anyone should have to leave sooner or later, no!
…that our differences can build walls around us, no!
I never believed it,
And so
I was so happy!
The kind that could blind reality
You left me with this kind of feeling
Just when you came
You spelled happiness to me.