The days are blurring together and I’m finding it hard to withstand the weather. If only I could pull myself together. But I have no hope to getting better. I wish I could just figure this out and be me. But the masquerade never stops and they’re tearing my life apart at the seams. It doesn’t matter how much I plea, just let me hide in my unpleasant dreams. I’m burning under my skin and there’s nothing left within. It hasn’t taken me long to fall, but I’m stuck against a wall. So as I try to escape this, I won’t think of whether or not I’ll be missed. Because no ones life should unfold like this. And everything is somehow always in remiss.