days get shorter and nights are longer Friends have disappeared Or maybe I just left Some days I don’t leave my bed Other days just pass me by I forget what it’s like to have fun To be needed by someone Do you ever get like that Where you wait for a week to shower and can’t remember if you ate anything The days where you’ve worn the same clothes because you’ve haven’t washed anything you own Where you can’t tell if your lazy or depressed and then the sadness swallows you up again and all you want to do is not exist So you slowly **** yourself Along with your existence