I wonder if you think of me in the night I know it's a waste of time Even though I think I can read your smile I can't get over it. I tell myself I won't be broken if you decide I'm not worth it or just want to dip your toes in. I want to fall forward go all in. Be your new best friend. I want you to hold me. My eyes roll back and imagine...ughhh I'm feeling weak just thinking about how you'd touch me. Pardon me if I shake. I'm just so excited trying to tell myself it's ok. It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.