Scars They are the wounds that will always be attached to us Some of us have scars on our hearts Where we loved someone, only to find out they didn't feel the same Scars from where the heart was broken, but never fully healed
Scars on our brains from bad memories From things we remember, but so desperately wish we could forget
Scars on our back from where people have stabbed us too many times From where you let someone into your life, held them close, only to find out they were using, and had no intention to stay
Scars on your shoulders from when you were forced to choose From when two people you loved got in a fight, and threw you in the middle of it all From they pulled on your arms, forcing you to pick one or the other Then they desert you for following your heart and trusting your instincts Either way, in the end, they both left That was always going to be the end result
Scars from your closest friends when they said "All is forgotten and in the past", yet they never truly forget Somehow, whatever happened, will always be relevant
Then there are the scars that life gives you All the bad experiences that you try so hard to bury, yet are still so close to the surface Constantly reminding you that you are never enough Even though you try so hard to convince yourself otherwise You are always trying to convince yourself that you ARE enough
Then there are the scars that you have given yourself The ones you so desperately try to hide The ones you don't want anyone to see because you're so scared of what they'll say The scars you hide because you want to do this on your own You want to show people that you are stronger than they think you are...even though it doesn't feel like it The scars that are on your wrists from when you wanted everything to end...and still do
Everyone of us has scars Sometimes it just takes a while for people to notice them
But scars aren't all bad They are proof
Proof that you struggled Proof that you wanted to end everything the only way that you knew how Proof that you've fought countless battles Proof that you are, and always will be, victorious Proof that you are broken, and that the broken live on Proof that you've survived Proof that you're still fighting for everything to get better...even when you think it won't Proof that you won't give up or give in Proof that no matter what happens, you will fight harder than you ever have before
And when the war is won, you will be able to say, "I am stronger than I have ever been, and NO ONE will ever tear me down"
That's what a scar is
All of us have them We just need people to look deeper than the surface to find them, and help us heal