You see me smile thinking its real
Im crying on the inside and holding back tears
No one knows how I really feel
I’m tired of hiding all these fears
I just wanna be free
I don't wanna fight anymore
Can I just flee?

I'm scared and i just wanna disappear
I don’t wanna hurt anymore
Im dying on the inside
The pain is the only thing proving im alive
I say i'm fine but i lie
You see what i want you to see
When im alone thats when I cry

When people feel alone I try to help
People think its because its who i am
I help because i know how it feels
I fight and fight but for what?
More pain
More heartbreaks
I’m sorry I give up