i will never feel your hand on the small of my back, or hear you breathing softly in an afternoon nap. i will never hold your hand while you drive me home, or kiss you goodbye as the moon begins to show. i will miss out on your achievements and victories, someone else will wipe your tears when you scrape your knees. i will never get to watch you play guitar in person, or snuggle and watch LORD OF THE RINGS: THE EXTENDED VERSION! i will be absent at your birthday parties, decline your invitations, but please understand i loved you without any hesitation.