n'ah... not really...
whatever;
you know the part
of me that,
actually gives a ****?
(perfect grammar: gave,
prometheus)
that's the part that
actually doesn't...
     no... i wish i cared...
but... "somehow",
i simply "forgot"....
funny... isn't it?!
i just keep forgetting...
and you know what?
i'm actually
happpy to have to have
to forget.