Can’t escape being toyed with. Why is everything in such remiss? Will I ever feel bliss? Everything is coming together and falling apart I can’t live like this. So how do I get past these burdens they keep throwing my way? It doesn’t make it easy when no one ever stays. How can you live a life alone with only the bottle and these words? I don’t know why but somehow it doesn’t really hurt. I guess I need to find a little more self worth. Before things get worse and I’m dragged in the dirt.