Long over due sins needed to be paid
Thru numbing feelings till they fade
Thru assurances that were never said
Thru a life you wish you have led.

Hurting, seeking as we want to heal
Learning all but the fundamentals
Uncomprehending amounts that can ****
How to be when this is not focal?

Seems foreign, look how this is local
A different currency, can we exchange?
Knowledge, ideas, memories of sage?
How to pay all these, all your call.