Do you know what homesick feels like?
It feels like pain of heartbreak or guilt or depression. I want to cry everytime I think of my home back in Hawaii.

Do you know what it's like to have no one who understands you? No one that is like you in any common way? I miss home so bad. I miss my friends so bad. It gets even better knowing they don't give a crap that I left.

I hate my life.
I hate El Paso.
I hate my new friends.
I hate my school and my house.
I hate everything.

I wish someone would talk to me about it.
I can't stand keeping this locked up.
It's tearing me inside out.
I don't even think this counts as a poem....