The letters n o I w a t d swirl in my mind
Creating the truthful words
No I don’t want to, Not now
Silence is fitting
I think of what can give me a voice
What can I say to demonstrate my power
Nothing rolls to mind
All my thoughts are being said now
Through this dead air
I’m not running towards him this time
Yet I don’t feel as if I’m running away
The fire at the pit of my stomach is continually
Put out by the heavy sadness looming inside my heart
My shoulders drop to the floor weighted down by endless dark clouds
A sigh releases no relief
No action now is the best action
And it seems to get my point across
I don’t deserve to be treated like this
And I won’t tolerate it anymore
Our relationship is not worth all of this pain
I no longer desire you in my life