ive been pounding my fists against this wall for days. or has it been years? no. days. all my love has been ****** out of me. i dont know where its gone. maybe its evaporated, now floating with the stars. did you know salt water stains leather? or maybe its just tears. not all salt water. im distant. even thought youre just on the other side, sight, or lack of it, is one of those catalysts. close? youre closer than ever. far away? where are you. why heaving? im sick of this ****. dry? i havent eaten anything since the **** quesadilla. um... yeah. ive started cussing. a regret.