im dry heaving in a parking lot
by @HarmonyCrescent
ive been pounding my fists against this wall for days. or has it been years? no. days.
all my love has been sucked out of me. i dont know where its gone. maybe its evaporated, now floating with the stars.
did you know salt water stains leather? or maybe its just tears. not all salt water.
im distant. even thought youre just on the other side, sight, or lack of it, is one of those catalysts. close? youre closer than ever. far away? where are you.
why heaving? im sick of this shit. dry? i havent eaten anything since the damn quesadilla.
um... yeah. ive started cussing. a regret.