once upon a time I wished for happy places and better things
now I only want your arms and this feeling of pain to leave my veins
but I'm afraid of the sky that's increasingly going grey
so I wait with open arms in the pouring rain and feel the whisper of your ghost passing through my brain
tattered and torn lay here bleeding and I hear you leaving me an empty shell an unanswered call
what happened my love for you to take the best time of my life and give it to the unforgiving jackals grasping for your hand and any sense of memory