It can never be,
yet I still Love him
Cold set tears I have cried,
looking for answers at the bottom of bottles

Whiskey and wine
shall aid to my rhyme
and then I will not be so fake

I can feel your heart beat in different time
Faith pulling
Turning body and soul against mind

I fall into  shadow culling
and sense the weight of time

My dreams are plagued with your corpse
A powerless moment when I cried my plea
And the weight of my remorse
I lost myself there, empty

And tho naught my burden
Revealed the love I have for the
An so I am doomed to a cold fire

looking into your eyes I see revelations
and you laugh
and say to me "you have a bird"
"only for you" is my silent response