Just scratched at the scars
Broke my promise to myself.

Wanting to die more than ever.
Wanting to hurt more than ever.
Feeling worthless
And that I am overlooked.
That no one cares
That no one notices me shaking
And crying.

Panicking all over again
Stuck in a constant cycle
Of hurting
Then depression
Then hospitalization.

I'm so scared
Of myself
I want to stop
But I don't feel like I have the strength
To keep pushing through
Anymore.