Why is it whenever I finally become happy, it immediately leads to sadness? Why can’t I just be happy anymore. Why does every girl leave me on read then never talk to me again? Why does my best friend **** my life up without even thinking about it? Why can’t my pain go away? Just please someone or somebody make it stop. Is there anybody out there for me? Is anything even worth doing if the sadness is always going to stay in my shadow? Would it be so bad to die? I wonder who the last person would be to say goodbye. Somebody help me, I’m getting bored.